bella-memoria

The Storm They say maybe its freeing that the storm swoops in without giving any real meaning but with no regard for need at the end of the day does the storm disapate or simply gather speed? Nothing at all is for sure so do you wait it out or give in to this force of nature? Perhaps you should have known you think life is perfect but that's just the calm before the storm They say maybe it's freeing that the storm swoops in without giving any real meaning but even with no regard for need i still hope the storm disapates before it gathers destructive speeds.

I feel damaged down to my core. Everyday I feel like I'm heading off to war. I try to appear strong even when I hear it's a sin. I'm not sure if I believe that, but i wonder will anyone want me again? He's changed who I am inside. My old life is like a myth. I know this is true because apparently now I'm too hard to live with. I cry every now and again. Reality isn't real it seems. Will my nightmares ever turn back into my dreams? Dreaming is all I've ever really known. Is anything really real? Just because tears fall doesn't mean I really feel. I feel so detached and numb. I'm in shock; the pain took over. It seems like